This lovely person here is Ashley! I call her Amanda-Ashley because she told me that was her full name when I was first getting to know her. -____- Now to think of it, I must have looked so stupid every time I called her Amanda-Ashley around her friends…But OH WELL! I remember the first time I met her, I didn’t think she was so friendly, but that all changed in a heart beat. I always get the feeling she hates talking to me because she answers my texts ten years later :( LOL Now on to the good stuff about this mam of mine. She is very nice. Amanda-Ashley lets me borrow her pencil every time I need one to fill out the Scantron. She is pretty funny. Sure, she has gotten me mad  with her silliness, but that’s nothing. She listens to my problems and tries to help me get through them. She is very kind and generous. I am jealous of her braces and glasses. I wish I had her nerd swag! She is also multi talented. She can play the drums, guitar and I think also the piano. I want to learn how to play the drums and the piano because those are my favorite instruments. SO PLEASE TEACH ME MAM AND I SHALL LOVE YOU FOREVER :) And one thing I can’t believe is how much she trusts me in such little time I have known her. OMGEE I FEEL SPECIAL :D I would also like to say sorry to her because I posted something about her, which wasn’t so nice of me. And I hope this makes up for it :) I would buy you food, but you’re not going to school anymore :(

So lately I just have been feeling really awkward when I see you. It’s not that I don’t want to talk to you, but I just don’t know what to say. I get that feeling of being a stranger to you. Just last week, I was on a mission to erase you from my life, but I just can’t do it. Every where I go people just have to mention you to me. Then, when I see you around school, I get a flashback of you being my best friend. As much as I want to be your friend again, I feel like it’s too late. There is not a day when I don’t remember how much fun I had with you. Every time I hear the word best friend, I remember you. I saw you today, but all I could do is wave and smile as you do the same back. I can just think about what I want to tell you, but in your presence, It’s just awkward…

(Source: sammchristinee, via nikki-baaaaby)